so, it's been a while..the past absent days have been spent catching my breath to go back to my spirit-
that kind of me that spins all over the dancefloor to the sounds of 'you got the love' rather than crying into her gin tonic.
I didn't really allow myself a rest though, I rather whirlwinded from day to day spending loads of time with my girls with such classic activities as getting facials while watching 'breakfast at tiffany's' and drowning in floods of wine.
thank you endlessly for all of the comments and emails you sent me, you really convince me that after all there is love and goodness in the world even between people who barely know each other.
spending such an intense time with my friends lately and feeling like I am up for the new now, I couldn't help but being constantly reminded that it's a starting point for all of us as we're all beginning university next week or the week after and will thus be spread all over germany.
although all of the fun I had lately made me feel like living in a surreal parallel universe (where the matters of importance contain disco balls, leather pants and funky drinks, where night turns to day and the takeaway coffee you get on the way home is only accompanied by the rising sun and the barely-there sound of naked feet on the cold ground) I'm eager to gravitate towards the beginning of a new time.
right now to me it just feels like the opportunity you always dream about getting in rough times: moving to another city, living in an amazing apartment, finally following your passions (mine being theatre and literature) and devoting yourself to them completely.
I think this is the freest I felt in a long time.
despite the fact that we're pretty much not doing anything else for the past weeks, tonight is the final-farewell-party, before everyone sets sails to the stars.
time for tears and pink champagne one more time if you ask me.
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