since I came to this city I felt it was love. my family lived a vagabond life when I was younger so I was used to getting to know places and people, we went from paris to brussels and hamburg.now hildesheim.
I am quite autistic when it comes to writing processes and am just getting used to the fact that there is nothing between me and the things I've alway wanted to do now, so infact I am thankful to study in a city that adds to the creative energy rather than distracting me from it.
another plus is that the world outside of this vibrant sanctuary is just a train ride away.
so much more confusing was the feeling that recently sneaked in, that followed me where I was going and that I could locate as a case of smalltownblues just now.
might be that I'm just not used to being at just one place for a longer period of time but everything got kind of claustrophobic and narrow.
people knowing you.
or thinking they do.
so I will just jump onto the next train and escape for some days tomorrow, making sure the love affair I have with this city will be refreshed afterwards.
I guess it's like they say: you need some distance from time to time to appreciate what you've got.
ps: I preferred procrastinating over going to bed and created a formspring profile that I will delete eventually after realizing the www having too much power (and insight) over me.
but for now:
ask away!
wearing h&m shirt, qs shorts and vintage belt.
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